2003-01-07 - 7:18 p.m. Today I feel rather boring and functional. This morning started out with me in a bad mood, and for no real reason... but as the day went on, things just went well. And I felt good and was all, yeah, I'm just a functional human being today.And you know what? I feel so boring. I feel like I have nothing interesting to say about life. I feel like my thoughts are worthless garbage, thought millions of times by millions of people every day. I feel so utterly ordinary that it really just bugs me. But you know, because I'm so funcitonal and boring right now- this isn't depressing or upsetting me really. I"m bugged. That's it. I kind of want to go drink absinthe (not that we have any) and waste my night on writing fucked-up stories about babies in toilets, and try to make up new colors. I want to go wandering into the night, half out of my skull, sure as anything that my fingers have little mouths that talk to each other and each have their own distinct and special personality. But instead, I'm just going to sit here all night doing funtional, boring person things.
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